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I’m waiting.

I got no internet yet. I’m waiting. I’m posting this from my friend’s house in a snowstorm. I have to work 7 days a week but sometimes I can go out for a few hours! GREAT!!!
You see I told the old lady (she’s 20 years older than me, so she’s old – I’m not :) ) and I told her relatives during the interview that internet is very important to me. And I will pay for it. But they were very slow with helping me to get connected. They probably thought there is no rush, why can be so important for an average older woman, housekeeper, to get internet? They don’t know that I’m not average. I never was and I am not planning to be an average never :) How could I explain to those people that I am not only housekeeper but also wordpress queen of inspiration on the mission to save some lives. :) And that my blog and internet connections means more to me than anything else. And this always waiting got on my nerves so on 25 February I told the old lady “it looks to me that I can’t get internet connection here so I will have to go somewhere else” and I wasn’t bluffing. DON’T GO DON’T GO, I NEED YOU she said with the tears in her eyes. So I said I want to stay here with you, I really like it here and you are nice lady but as I told your family two weeks ago internet is very important to me. And I need some help with that. So she called her nephew and he called me back two hours later and said on March 5, someone will come to the house and install the internet for you. It will cost $218 for installation and $19 a month. So I said that’s fine with me, THANK YOU VERY MUCH!

So this is how is goes sometimes, you have to slam your shoe on the table to get some attention. :) Anyway, I hate to be ignored. So now I have to wait 4 more days and I can start blogging again. Read some blogs, send some likes and smiley faces to the cyberspace.

Thank you all for your patience, God bless you all.


My healthy addiction.

To tell you the truth, I’m getting tired of cooking and eating those healthy soups. And on the top of it I’m so busy lately that I don’t even have the time to cook anymore. So I was searching frantically for other, easier way to get my healthy nutrients. And I found it! —ENSURE – NUTRITION SHAKE – TO HELP GET STRONG ON THE INSIDE – COMPLETE, BALANCED NUTRITION – # 1 DOCTOR RECOMENDED BRAND – 8 FL. OZ – VANILLA OR THE OTHER FLAVORS. Great! This shake has lot more good stuff in it, than my soup. And how very convenient! And honestly, I like the taste of it. Of course, I have to eat some food beside this, but one or two shakes on a busy day will keep me going. I have to stay in shape, just for the case if “MR. UGLY” (cancer) will decide to invite me some day to some Arm Wrestling Match……. or something……  You never know. This Monster is very sneaky.

My friend told me: “You are going to get fat drinking this stuff”. So I told her: “I’m going to worry about this WHEN or IF I get fat”.

And my neighbor said: “How do you know if this stuff is doing you any good?” And I told him: “Hey, I’m alive, no?”

And my other friend told me: “You look good, you don’t need this stuff”. And I told him: “I look good, because I’m drinking this stuff”.

Some people are so very skeptical……. Try it for yourself. Maybe you can skip one not so very healthy meal a day and enjoy something “good for you and easy”. Cheers!

My 65-th Birthday.

Today is my birthday. I’m 65 years old. Happy birthday to me! And I’m celebrating 65 years of my immortality. Yeah! 65 years!

That’s: 780 months, 3380 weeks, 23660 days, 567840 hours, or many, many minutes.

Basicaly, if I think about this, i could have died any time, any day of my life, 23660 times in those 65 years, but I’m still alive and O.K.

This makes me very happy and proud of myself. And this is a reason for celebration.

I’m a survivor! I have survived 65 years of living and cancer.

I Google: How long does the average person lives? And I got the answer: About 80 – 100 years if nothing happens to them. Yeah. That’s very interesting. Because  as we all know, life is dangerous. …..Risk never sleeps….. From the minute we wake-up (if we wake-up), anything can happen to us.

I’m planning to live other 5 years. I’m sure, I can do it. How? – One day at a time. What I’m planning to do? Just simple stuff: working,reading, writing, keep eating healthy foods, enjoying every day and thanking GOD every day for all the blessings. 5 years, that’s 43800 hours. That’s lots of time. But I have to remember that those hours (or minutes!) can fly by very fast. So I’m going to try every day to do something good, meaningful. 1825 good deeds. It can be done.

And I’m not saying that I’m going to live 5 more years. What I’m saying, that I’m going to do some more planning when I’m 70 years old.

My life is like driving a limo in very bad weather: IF ANYBODY CAN DO IT, I CAN DO IT.

And if anybody ask me: How old are you? I’m going to tell them: I’m over 50. But how much over 50, is not anybodys business. Anyway, not everybody can understand, that I’m 65 years old, fighting cancer every day and I’m so cheerful.


About symptoms.

Knowing cancer symptoms is very important,becase early detection saves lives.

According to Webster’s Dictionary: symptom – in medicine, means any condition accompanying or resulting from a disease and serving as an aid in diagnosis; a perceptible change in the body or its functions which indicates disease.

Years ago I didin’t pay to much attention to cancer symtoms. I was young, healthy. But I learn my leson and I know now how important is to listen to my body and investigate what my body is telling me.

Here are the basic symptoms of the basic cancers:

- Bladder cancer – pain in abdomen, blood in urine.

-Bone cancer – pain, swelling, fractures, weight loss, nausea, weakness.

- Brain cancer – headaches, dizzines, vision and memory problems, fatigue, weight loss, nausea.

- Breast cancer – lumps in the breast, swollen lymph nodes, discharge from the nipple.

- Colorectal cancer – blood in stools, abdominal pain, weight loss, diarrhea or constipation, loss of appetite, fatigue.

- Kidney cancer – blood in urine, back pain.

- Leukemia – paleness, fatigue, flu-like symptoms, pain in bones, swollen lymph nodes, night sweats.

- Lung cancer – persistent cough, whizzing, pain in the chest, blood in the sputum, enlarge lymph nodes.

- Melanoma – bumps in the skin, changes in the mole, easy bleeding.

- Non-Hodgkings lymphoma – swelling in the lymph nodes, neck, groin, under arm, fatigue, fever, weight loss, bone pain.

- Oral cancer – any lump in the mouth, pain, bleeding, ulcers.

- Ovarian cancer – abdominal pain, swelling, vaginal bleeding.

- Pancreatic cancer – abdominal swelling, pain, weight loss, back pain, yellowish skin color.

- Prostate cancer – back pain, pain in the pelvis, frequent urinating, pain, blood in urine.

- Stomach cancer – vomiting blood o or blood in the stool, heartburn, indigestion, nausea, vomiting, loss of apetite.

- Uterine cancer – pain in the pelvic area, bleeding, painfull urination, pain during intercourse.

Learn more. Do your own research. But always think positive, eat healthy. Reduce your cancer risk.

I want to tell you how I’m dealing with symptoms:

- Day one – I have a headache,

- Day two – I have a lover back pain,

- Day three – My headache is gone. I have a pain in my left arm.

- Day four – I’m feeling very, very tired.

- Day five – I’m feeling fine today. All pain is gone.

                    DIAGNOSIS: I’M GETTING OLD……………

Bouncing up!

Someone said: “To bounce back, one have to hit the bottom.”
This what happen to me.
Last few weeks were very challenging for me.
Everything was going wrong.
I have done some soul and web searching.
And I’m bouncing up!
In slow motion, but up!
I was able to borrow some more money.
Got some new remedies:
– Gotu Kola – For my brain – Mental Exhaustion – It works – I started feeling better one hour after taking two capsules.
– Cat’s Claw – Have anti-inflammatory effects – Can be used to treat Gout, Arthritis, Bursitis and Fibromyalgia. It works for me too. I have less pain.
– Ojibwa Herbal Extract – For treatment of cancer – If any – Or just for prevention…

Soon I’m going to be me again – oneanna65.
Not oneanna95. :) !

Thank you for visit.
God Bless you all.


No changes.
Same old with me.
I am waiting.
Feeling lousy.
Practicing patience.

But, I have this feeling, that any time something great is going to happen to me.

And I hear this little voice saying: “You are going to be okay” – even everything else is saying: “No!”

Today, browsing through same blogs, I found this great quote, I want to share with you:
– What if I fall?
Oh, my darling, what if you fly? -

Yeah, you just never know what is going to happen. Anything is possible…

Thank you for visit.
God bless you all.

Dancing CHA-CHA!

I found this quote by Robert Brault:
– Optimist: Someone who figures that taking a step backward after taking a step forward is not a disaster, it’s more like a CHA-CHA. -
I like that!
So I just have to dance a little before I can go on. Fine.

I’m in trouble.
GoFundMe idea is not working to good: $5.00 in 9 days.
I should have know, that I’m not a “money magnet”. :) .

I have to find some other, faster way to get some help.
I’m asking local Catholic Charities to help me.
You know, they are those Angels without the wings.
They are willing to help me.

All what I need now is some patience.
Do you know where I can get some?
Send me a note. Or a quote. :) .

Got to go now.
Have to CHA-CHA some more.
And later I go to sleep. Have to follow my dream. :) .
Be back soon.
Love you all. God Bless.

My Book-Quest.

Thank you, but NO.
Disability is not for me.
I’m just very different. I don’t do what most of the people are doing, because I’m ONEanna65. :) .

I will go for SS Benefits when I’m 70 years old. If I live that long…
But not SS Disability. Case closed.

So, anyway, I have decided to go with GoFoundMe.
My Friend have made the page for me.
I don’t know how this works, or if is going to work, but I want to try.
You see, this way I’m not DISABLE, but struggling desperate writer and poet…

And if this don’t work, I’m going to find some other way to DO IT.
Even as a young child in the Old Country I found the ways to stay alive ( it is all in my book ) – and this is America and I’m a big girl now, so I know, I’m going to be okay. :) .

You see, if I will know English little better, I could learn more about computers and my Paperback Book will be ready long time ago.
But I have to pay someone and wait for help…
All what I know is how to keep writing and blogging. Well, nobody knows everything… :) .
And because of my “health scare” I don’t know how much time I have…
And I have to finish this publishing, no matter what!

You see, I always take the “road less traveled”
The road where you can enjoy the scenery, but you just have to keep going.
I don’t go where everybody else is going. It is to crowded… :) .

Thank you all for caring.

God Bless you all.

Here is the link to my go fund me site.


I think I need some help…
First I want to thank you all for your support. You are all my great inspiration. Thanks to you I have the strength and confidence to go on…

Someone suggested that I should apply for SS Disability.
I know. But I can not do that.
First – It will take lots of my precious time to apply – So I will have to abandon everything else…
And second – Disability Status will make me DISABLE… :) !

You see, some day – after I accomplish what I want to accomplish – when I’m not ABLE to get up in the morning – than I’m going to be DISABLE…
And I’m going to die…
And I’m going to be ABLE again… :) .

This is my plan. This is the way I see it…

I have to figure out some other way out from this tuff spot.

Someone else suggested that I should make a GoFundMe Page – so some readers can pitch in a Dollar or two to rescue a struggling, desperate writer… :) .

You see, I just need little help. After the book is published in the form of paperback – than I’m going to be okay. I can pay it back. And forward.

My Friend is very busy now. Working overtime. But I’m sure she is going to help me to create this page. And I’m sure this is going to work somehow.

Thank you for reading.
God Bless you all.

I’m not giving up!

Got more problems.

My health is not improving. Stays the same. That’s actually good. If I can feel “the same” for one year, that’s great. I can live with that.

I have no more money. My Friend is helping. I’m looking for work, but I don’t know how I can work with all that pain…

I can not even by my healthy foods anymore, so my gout pain is getting worse.

I have some problems with my Blog. We made some changes to it and I lost some “follows” and links.

My E-book with Kindle on Amazon is selling, but when I’m going to see the money and how much – there is no way to tell…

My goal now is to publish my book with CreateSpace. I’m sure that small paperback will sell better.

So I’m very Frustrated. I don’t know how, but I’m going to make it. I’m not giving up !!!

I found this quote today:

“Success is not built on success. It’s built on failure. It’s built on frustration. Sometimes it’s built on catastrophe.” – Sumner Redstone

Thanks Somner!

I’m feeling already better…

And here is one more great quote posted by Celebratequotes:

“Don’t give up on your dreams. Keep sleeping.”  :)  :)  :)

Thank you all for reading.

Going to sleep now. Gota follow my dream. :)

God Bless you all.


My health.

I’m feeling sick and tired lately.
I have some (cancer – ?) symptoms like: headache, pain in my neck, chest, stomach, liver and back. And my usual gout pain in my hands and legs.
Shortly – I’m feeling lousy.
And some symptoms suggest one thing, other something else.
So it looks like EVERYTHING is wrong with me.
But this is impossible, because I’m still alive. :) !
Yeah, I should go to the Doctor.
But if I can not figured out what is wrong with my own body, how the Doctor is going to know.
And what the Doctor is got to offer?
More Radiation, maybe Chemo and some pills.
Somehow I know, that this will not help me feel any better.
And the funny thing is that if I think about going to the Doctor, next day I’m feeling much better. – Like my body is trying to be better, because it remembers what happen to it when the last time the Doctor see it.
Don’t take me wrong. I have nothing against the Doctors. They saved my life few times.
But NOW this is not an option in my situation. Even my cells know that… :) .

So I have to try again some different herbal remedies like:
– Cannabis Oil – They say , that this oil cures cancer without side effects…
– Pau d’Arco – To strengthen my immune system…
– Dandelion root – Promotes liver health, protects against cancer…
– Silymarin – Folk remedy for liver disease…
– Black walnut hulls – Oxygenates the blood and kills parasites…
– Valerian root – Can help to sleep better, calm my mind and ease anxiety…
– Ginkgo Biloba – Regulates blood flow to the brain, improves memory and thinking. [ I can not forget to take this one, so I will remember to take the other stuff. :) ! ]

I’m going to be okay for some time yet, because I believe that I will. Something, somehow is going to help me to feel better.
Because I have to keep writing.
I’m not done yet…

Thank you for reading.
God Bless You.


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