I got no internet yet. I’m waiting. I’m posting this from my friend’s house in a snowstorm. I have to work 7 days a week but sometimes I can go out for a few hours! GREAT!!!
You see I told the old lady (she’s 20 years older than me, so she’s old – I’m not :) ) and I told her relatives during the interview that internet is very important to me. And I will pay for it. But they were very slow with helping me to get connected. They probably thought there is no rush, why can be so important for an average older woman, housekeeper, to get internet? They don’t know that I’m not average. I never was and I am not planning to be an average never :) How could I explain to those people that I am not only housekeeper but also wordpress queen of inspiration on the mission to save some lives. :) And that my blog and internet connections means more to me than anything else. And this always waiting got on my nerves so on 25 February I told the old lady “it looks to me that I can’t get internet connection here so I will have to go somewhere else” and I wasn’t bluffing. DON’T GO DON’T GO, I NEED YOU she said with the tears in her eyes. So I said I want to stay here with you, I really like it here and you are nice lady but as I told your family two weeks ago internet is very important to me. And I need some help with that. So she called her nephew and he called me back two hours later and said on March 5, someone will come to the house and install the internet for you. It will cost $218 for installation and $19 a month. So I said that’s fine with me, THANK YOU VERY MUCH!
So this is how is goes sometimes, you have to slam your shoe on the table to get some attention. :) Anyway, I hate to be ignored. So now I have to wait 4 more days and I can start blogging again. Read some blogs, send some likes and smiley faces to the cyberspace.
Thank you all for your patience, God bless you all.
To tell you the truth, I’m getting tired of cooking and eating those healthy soups. And on the top of it I’m so busy lately that I don’t even have the time to cook anymore. So I was searching frantically for other, easier way to get my healthy nutrients. And I found it! —ENSURE – NUTRITION SHAKE – TO HELP GET STRONG ON THE INSIDE – COMPLETE, BALANCED NUTRITION – # 1 DOCTOR RECOMENDED BRAND – 8 FL. OZ – VANILLA OR THE OTHER FLAVORS. Great! This shake has lot more good stuff in it, than my soup. And how very convenient! And honestly, I like the taste of it. Of course, I have to eat some food beside this, but one or two shakes on a busy day will keep me going. I have to stay in shape, just for the case if “MR. UGLY” (cancer) will decide to invite me some day to some Arm Wrestling Match……. or something…… You never know. This Monster is very sneaky.
My friend told me: “You are going to get fat drinking this stuff”. So I told her: “I’m going to worry about this WHEN or IF I get fat”.
And my neighbor said: “How do you know if this stuff is doing you any good?” And I told him: “Hey, I’m alive, no?”
And my other friend told me: “You look good, you don’t need this stuff”. And I told him: “I look good, because I’m drinking this stuff”.
Some people are so very skeptical……. Try it for yourself. Maybe you can skip one not so very healthy meal a day and enjoy something “good for you and easy”. Cheers!
Knowing cancer symptoms is very important,becase early detection saves lives.
According to Webster’s Dictionary: symptom – in medicine, means any condition accompanying or resulting from a disease and serving as an aid in diagnosis; a perceptible change in the body or its functions which indicates disease.
Years ago I didin’t pay to much attention to cancer symtoms. I was young, healthy. But I learn my leson and I know now how important is to listen to my body and investigate what my body is telling me.
Here are the basic symptoms of the basic cancers:
- Bladder cancer – pain in abdomen, blood in urine.
-Bone cancer – pain, swelling, fractures, weight loss, nausea, weakness.
- Brain cancer – headaches, dizzines, vision and memory problems, fatigue, weight loss, nausea.
- Breast cancer – lumps in the breast, swollen lymph nodes, discharge from the nipple.
- Colorectal cancer – blood in stools, abdominal pain, weight loss, diarrhea or constipation, loss of appetite, fatigue.
- Kidney cancer – blood in urine, back pain.
- Leukemia – paleness, fatigue, flu-like symptoms, pain in bones, swollen lymph nodes, night sweats.
- Lung cancer – persistent cough, whizzing, pain in the chest, blood in the sputum, enlarge lymph nodes.
- Melanoma – bumps in the skin, changes in the mole, easy bleeding.
- Non-Hodgkings lymphoma – swelling in the lymph nodes, neck, groin, under arm, fatigue, fever, weight loss, bone pain.
- Oral cancer – any lump in the mouth, pain, bleeding, ulcers.
- Ovarian cancer – abdominal pain, swelling, vaginal bleeding.
- Pancreatic cancer – abdominal swelling, pain, weight loss, back pain, yellowish skin color.
- Prostate cancer – back pain, pain in the pelvis, frequent urinating, pain, blood in urine.
- Stomach cancer – vomiting blood o or blood in the stool, heartburn, indigestion, nausea, vomiting, loss of apetite.
- Uterine cancer – pain in the pelvic area, bleeding, painfull urination, pain during intercourse.
Learn more. Do your own research. But always think positive, eat healthy. Reduce your cancer risk.
I want to tell you how I’m dealing with symptoms:
- Day one – I have a headache,
- Day two – I have a lover back pain,
- Day three – My headache is gone. I have a pain in my left arm.
- Day four – I’m feeling very, very tired.
- Day five – I’m feeling fine today. All pain is gone.
DIAGNOSIS: I’M GETTING OLD……………
Got more problems.
My health is not improving. Stays the same. That’s actually good. If I can feel “the same” for one year, that’s great. I can live with that.
I have no more money. My Friend is helping. I’m looking for work, but I don’t know how I can work with all that pain…
I can not even by my healthy foods anymore, so my gout pain is getting worse.
I have some problems with my Blog. We made some changes to it and I lost some “follows” and links.
My E-book with Kindle on Amazon is selling, but when I’m going to see the money and how much – there is no way to tell…
My goal now is to publish my book with CreateSpace. I’m sure that small paperback will sell better.
So I’m very Frustrated. I don’t know how, but I’m going to make it. I’m not giving up !!!
I found this quote today:
“Success is not built on success. It’s built on failure. It’s built on frustration. Sometimes it’s built on catastrophe.” – Sumner Redstone
I’m feeling already better…
And here is one more great quote posted by Celebratequotes:
“Don’t give up on your dreams. Keep sleeping.” :) :) :)
Thank you all for reading.
Going to sleep now. Gota follow my dream. :)
God Bless you all.
I’m feeling sick and tired lately.
I have some (cancer – ?) symptoms like: headache, pain in my neck, chest, stomach, liver and back. And my usual gout pain in my hands and legs.
Shortly – I’m feeling lousy.
And some symptoms suggest one thing, other something else.
So it looks like EVERYTHING is wrong with me.
But this is impossible, because I’m still alive. :) !
Yeah, I should go to the Doctor.
But if I can not figured out what is wrong with my own body, how the Doctor is going to know.
And what the Doctor is got to offer?
More Radiation, maybe Chemo and some pills.
Somehow I know, that this will not help me feel any better.
And the funny thing is that if I think about going to the Doctor, next day I’m feeling much better. – Like my body is trying to be better, because it remembers what happen to it when the last time the Doctor see it.
Don’t take me wrong. I have nothing against the Doctors. They saved my life few times.
But NOW this is not an option in my situation. Even my cells know that… :) .
So I have to try again some different herbal remedies like:
– Cannabis Oil – They say , that this oil cures cancer without side effects…
– Pau d’Arco – To strengthen my immune system…
– Dandelion root – Promotes liver health, protects against cancer…
– Silymarin – Folk remedy for liver disease…
– Black walnut hulls – Oxygenates the blood and kills parasites…
– Valerian root – Can help to sleep better, calm my mind and ease anxiety…
– Ginkgo Biloba – Regulates blood flow to the brain, improves memory and thinking. [ I can not forget to take this one, so I will remember to take the other stuff. :) ! ]
I’m going to be okay for some time yet, because I believe that I will. Something, somehow is going to help me to feel better.
Because I have to keep writing.
I’m not done yet…
Thank you for reading.
God Bless You.
About a week ago my friend told me “Anna, you need a link”. I cut her short: “I have enough problems, I don’t want any links”.
And than I got those Emails…”…will you post a link to your book on your blog…”
Well, that link!
Now I know, that even I need a link sometimes :)
So here is that missing link:
Title of the book:
“About by Oneanna65″
Author: Anna Flejzor
Book is going to be sold on KDP for 60 days only.
Price: $4.99 only.
Thank you all for your support. I could not do it without you.
God bless you all.
It was a very hard work for me, but it feels so great to be done.
The title of my book is: “About” by Oneanna65
Short book, but very long “About”. :) .
You see, the book is shorter than I first planned. Because I have some health problems I have to skip few chapters of my life. But there is still enough “About” in it – who and why I’m.
And after I recover from whatever is wrong with me now, and if anybody is going to like this book – I can write more chapters and publish some short stories…
So the book is cheaper. 1/2 a price of $9.99 = only $4.99. That’s 1/2 of an average pizza price! :) !
And the book is in my English… :) .
There are 10 pictures of me. I found one picture when I was 4 years old. And even one of me and my limo.
And I asked my friend to take a picture of me looking younger than 67. We got two pictures. I look only 66! :) !
So now I can relax. But not for long. I have to keep going, because if I think that I’m done, so will all the cells in my body and they will start acting as we were done… But I’m not ready to be done yet.
When I was writing my book I was thinking about all mistakes I have made living my life… But you see, without all those mistakes I wouldn’t be where I’m now. And I’m okay where I Am.
Few days ago I found this quote by George Bernard Shaw:
“A life spent making mistakes is not only more honorable, but more useful than life spent doing nothing.”
Thank you George! I needed that!
So if you are interested – you can find my book on Amazon.com – “About” by Oneanna65. I hope you are going to like it.
Thank you for visiting my blog.
God bless you all.
With my book only. :) .
My friend is working now on the publishing part of it.
The book is going to be published soon.
I’m so happy! I did it!
I need some rest now.
My health needs some attention.
I have some cancer like symptoms.
My stomach and liver this time…
You see, I was very busy with writing.
I have neglected my health.
I was eating the wrong stuff and forgetting to take the supplements.
That’s okay. I’m going to be okay.
I just need some rest now.
And I have to find some new remedies.
I’m doing some research on Hemp Oil and Milk Thistle Extract.
This should help.
Thank you all for your support.
God Bless you all.
Few days ago I was scrolling thorough “Acceptance” blogs and I found this quote: “Acceptance doesn’t mean resignation. It means understanding that something is what it is and there’s got to be a way thorough it.” – Michael J. Fox -
Thank you Michael! I needed that. I have to accept that my pain will PROBABLY never go away. You see – I’m very optimistic, I said PROBABLY… :) . This means that I’m accepting only probability of IT….. 50 percent only. The other 50 percent I save for hope that this pain will go away. Some day… Soon… I’m going to keep searching for cure…
If you read my previous posts, you know that I have try a lot of different remedies for gout and I’m on anti gout Diet. But so far nothing really works. On the pain scale 1 to 10 it fluctuates between 5 and 7.
But hey, there was a time – last year- it was on 11… :)
So, there is some relieve…
I think that my body suffered to much damage from Chemo and Radiation to be able to fix the problem.
But hey, it is what it is … And life goes on…
Do you know, that over 100 Million Americans are suffering with some kind of chronic pain?
Hello You All! I know how You are feeling!
Yeah, chronic pain. It sounds so hopeless.
But let’s remember – we can accept IT – but we will never give up the hope – that some day…
Thank you for visit.
God Bless you All.
They say writing can be painfully hard. I agree. And I will add: Especially if you have gout. Ouch! :) !
I’m right handed. My right hand hurts from writing and gout related inflammation. Is all swollen.
So I google: “Painful writing” and found some uplifting info.
First of all – they say that most of the writers have some pain in their hand and wrist from writing, even if they are healthy. So I’m feeling little bit better. I’m not suffering alone.
And there is some more:
Roger Angell, writer and editor for “The New Yorker” said: “Writing is hard even for authors who do it all the time”.
Well, I thought that only I have a problem. Thank you Roger!
And Elmore Leonard, American novelist said: “I try to leave out the parts that people skip”.
I think this is brilliant! Thanks Elmore! This can save me lots of pain. :) !!!
And what about a writers block?
My favorite poet and writer Oscar Wilde said it best: “I was working on the proof of one of my poems all the morning, and took out a comma. In the afternoon I put it back in again.
I love it!
To save my time I didn’t put any punctuation marks in my 4 poems… :) !!!
And there is a different kind of writers pain – writing about painful memories…
Yes, memory of pain hurts.
So I’m shedding a tear or two and I’m thinking: It is all going with the wind…
Or as French will say it: It is PASSE COMPOSE = an action completed in the past.
And life goes on.
Thank you all for visiting.
God bless you all.