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Lost a Friend.

And I’m grieving.
She is going.
And I don’t even know where…

You see, I have no problem with dying. Because I know how I become to be, what is life about and where I’m going…
And of course it is very painful for me to lose someone I love… But the thought about Afterlife and the thought that this someone is not suffering anymore makes all the grieving lot easier…

But if you know that someone believed that they come from nothing – live just to enjoy this life – and that they will become nothing – just don’t makes any sense to me…
You see, I don’t believe that something can become to be – from nothing. And that this something can become nothing again… It just don’t makes any sense to me.
And I’m not sure where those souls are going. God have mercy!
Pope Francis said that God will let them to come to Heaven. I hope so… And I pray…

God Bless you all. Even those who don’t believe in Him…

Happy New Year!

A New Year starts today!!!
It is a great day to start something new, exciting!!!
Or maybe better tomorrow… :) !!!

Wishing you all the greatest next 365 days and many, many more!!!

God Bless you all.

Christmas Wish.

Happy Christmas!!!
I am wishing you all Healthy, Happy Christmas.
I am happy.
Maybe because – in spite of everything – I decided to be happy?
And this makes me happy? :) ?
So let’s be happy!
Is healthy to be happy.
God Bless you All.


Reorganizing my life.

I’m back. Long time no post. Sorry. I was very busy.
As you know from my previous posts I found myself in a big trouble: no money, no job, no place to live…
But I’m okay now.
I was able to get some financial help from someone who believes, that some day (hopefully soon… :) ) I would be able to pay back…
I found new place to live.
And I apply for early ( :) , :) , :) ) retirement. Not Disability, just SS. You see, this way I’m not going to be disable, but able to do whatever takes to be (mostly) independent.
I know, I should do all this time ago, be prepared when I get old and sick.
But you see, I never thought, that I’m going to live that long. ( :) ).
Most people are planning and preparing for their retirement most of their lives.
But there are people like me, who are so busy living their busy lives, that they just don’t have the time to think about getting old or sick.
Oh, well, I’m okay now…

And here is one for “Very Busy People”:

– It is impossible to live without failing on something, unless you live so cautiously, that you might as well not have lived at all, in which case, you have failed by default. –
J.K. Rowling – British novelist
Thank you J.K. You make us feel better.
Happy Holidays!!!
God Bless you all.

Happy Thanksgiving!!!

Let’s be grateful, because:
“Gratitude turns what we have into enough, and more.
It turns denial into acceptance.
Chaos to order.
Confusion to clarity.
It can turn a meal into a feast.
A house into a home.
A stranger into a friend.
Gratitude makes sense of our past.
Brings peace for today.
Creates vision for tomorrow.
We can start with who we are
and what we have today,
apply gratitude
and let it work it’s magic”.

So let’s be grateful.
God Bless you all.

I have not failed…

Thomas Edison said: “I have not failed. I’ve just found 10.000 ways that won’t work”.
Thank you Thomas!
I’m feeling much better! I’m not alone.
I have only one problem with that. I can not try 10.000 possibilities in my situation. My time is limited.
I have to move out by the end of November. Have no money. No place to go. No job. And I’m sick…
Well. but this what I said in my book: “No matter how bad it gets, there is always chance of miracle to happen. You just have to believe”.
So I’m leaving it all in God’s hands. He saved me so many times… I don’t believe he is going to abandon me now. I’m his child.

Thank you for your support.
God bless you all.

Bouncing up!

Someone said: “To bounce back, one have to hit the bottom.”
This what happen to me.
Last few weeks were very challenging for me.
Everything was going wrong.
I have done some soul and web searching.
And I’m bouncing up!
In slow motion, but up!
I was able to borrow some more money.
Got some new remedies:
– Gotu Kola – For my brain – Mental Exhaustion – It works – I started feeling better one hour after taking two capsules.
– Cat’s Claw – Have anti-inflammatory effects – Can be used to treat Gout, Arthritis, Bursitis and Fibromyalgia. It works for me too. I have less pain.
– Ojibwa Herbal Extract – For treatment of cancer – If any – Or just for prevention…

Soon I’m going to be me again – oneanna65.
Not oneanna95. :) !

Thank you for visit.
God Bless you all.


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