Colleen commented on my post “More Ditto” – I have nominated you for The Dragon’s Loyalty Award. Thank you Colleen!!! [http://lifeinthecitywithafuture.wordpress.com].
And Steven 1111 commented on my post “About” – I have just nominated you for The Very Inspiring Blogger Award. Thank you Steven!!! [http://gardeningingreenwood].
And I have to say more “DITTO”.
You see, all the Awards belong to my 3 Angels who are helping me to write this Blog. Myself – I can not write! Not in English. Not in any other language. I’m not a writer. Period!
But because I have this great desire to help others, the Angels are helping. Amazing! [ You see, when the Doctor told me 3 years ago that I have a tumor the size of a golf ball in the middle of my chest - I was sure that I'm going to die soon. So I told God: "It is all up to you, but if I'm going to survive this, I want to do something meaningful - and you have to help me... And here I'm - writing with Angels help, very slowly, clumsily - but hey! - you know what I mean! ! ].
Happy Holidays to ALL! And my 3 Angels are singing – THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU!
First of all I’m thankful that I’m alive and that I’m feeling better than I was one year ago – thanks to the special diet and Herbal Remedies – and without any Doctors help. And I’m Living Proof that I’m doing okay with all that stuff… !
And I’m thankful for what I have and thankful that I don’t have what I don’t – because I have all what I need NOW… !
And – of course – I’m very thankful for my 3 Angels. I was nobody. But with their help I become Oneanna65.
And I’m very thankful for your support – all the “likes” and comments. You are all my inspiration – you give me strength and confidence to go on. And in exchange I put little love and best wishes in every “like”… That’s all I can do right now…
Thanks!!!!!!!!!!! God Bless you all.
My Blog is on! Thanks God!
For 2 days very strange things were happening to my Blog. It was signing itself off. So I have to “sign in” again and again… And then I got the message that someone was trying to change my PASSWORD! Oh no!!!!! So I have to call one of my Angels and ask for help and I was able to change my password myself – just in time… And then everything stop. So now I can keep blogging again! Thank you Angel!!!
And I want to thank WordPress for keeping my blog site on. You guys are awesome! The best! And FREE!
And I want to thank Hostgator for terminating the service to my blog site. I want to apologize for this misunderstanding. It wasn’t all my fault, you know…
But I should have been more careful whom I’m trusting. This all incident only messed up my blog and it was very stressful experience for me. And we all know that stress can kill. Well, I have survived that one too. I’m strong!
You see, some people can never get it that they can be wrong. They will be calling again and again and keep telling you the same and the same. So you tell them: “Enough! Go with the God!” And if you keep to ignore them, they will become to be your enemy and try to destroy you and whatever you care about…
The Bible says: “…..love your enemies….. and pray for them…..”
Yes, I love that enemy of mine, but I prefer to love it from the distance. !!! And I don’t want to waste the rest of my life trying to explain myself to anyone. God knows my intentions. This what is important.
And I pray for some good fortune to happen to that enemy of mine so that IT will become very busy with it and leave me and my blog alone. Amen!
God Bless you all! Oneanna65
I just want you to know that I’m not quitting blogging – or anything else yet… . Only my blog site is in danger. And next week my blog may disappear or there are going to be some changes. It is just misunderstanding. Someone was going to transfer my blog from WordPress to Hostgator – so I can advertise that someone’s website on my blog – so that this someone can make $$$. But that someone never completed the transfer – so my blog was run by WordPress and Hostgator for 10 months. This only messed up my blogs performance. And next week Hostgator is going to terminate service to my blog. That’s okay with me, but I don’t know what to expect. You know, I only know how to keep blogging, I don’t know anything about all this stuff… So I have to wait and see what is going to happen, and if there is going to be a problem I will have to find someone who will know how to fix it…
You see, if my blog will disappear there will be no more blogging for me… Very scary thought… All my life I have this desire to inspire, to help someone… somehow… But I didn’t know how… and if I try, I was misunderstood. Now I can do it with my blog. My dream come true…
So now I’m living double life: one is my daily living routine – and the second in the blogosphere……. .
Someone UNKNOWN said: “If you don’t live for something, you’ll die for nothing.” Thank you UNKNOWN, whoever you are!!!
And thank you all for reading. You are all my inspiration to go on. I have so much more to tell…
And if my blog will disappear for a while – I will find a way to make it appear again! !
God Bless you all
How I can be so cool talking about getting old, cancer, heart attack, pain… and (sometimes) laugh about it all?
You see, when I was younger I didn’t want to think or talk about old age or death. But few years ago I started to read books about death and dying. I just wanted to know, to be prepared what to expect when the time comes. And I’m glad I did. I accepted IT. And now I’m okay with IT.
You see, in my life I cheated Death few times, or rather I outsmarted IT. With the help of Angels, of course. Or I can say – it wasn’t my time to go yet… This how I learned, from my own experience – long time ago – that we are immortal, until our time comes….
So why worry? Let’s just live our lives to the best of our possibilities – one day at a time – because nobody knows what tomorrow will bring, anyway. Nobody.
And to tell you the truth, I think that all the bad things that could happen, have already happen to me. Only one more is left – that one day I will have to die…. But so does everybody else. And the good news is that we have to die only once…. !!!
And now I just want to live, not only be alive – without any fear of the future.
I have faith that everything will be okay, the way it supposed to be.
I like this quote from @vandajo:”Faith is not knowing what the future holds but knowing who hold the future”. – Amen! Thank you Vandajo!
So I’m happy and thankful that I’m today how I’m. And what tomorrow brings???
………. Whatever will be, will be………. Que sera, sera!!!
God Bless you all! Thank you all for reading, “like”-ing, commenting. You are all my inspiration!
I noticed FU CANCER blogs all over the internet. I like that. Very strong way to express our feelings for C.Monster. Even I found myself shouting (quietly….. ):FU CANCER!
But we have to be careful about that FU CANCER shouting…. Because if someone is going to eat a juicy hot dog and drink a soda – C.Monster my shout back:FU………. (that someone’s name here ).
Because according to Heather Morgan, M.S., N.L.C., – “Every time you eat or drink, you’re either feeding disease or fighting it.” I don’t know who she is, but she is right!!!!!!!!!!
And to tell you the truth I prefer my enemy to be death, not f….d. ! So I’m going to shout: DEATH TO YOU M.UGLY CANCER!!!!!! – and keep eating and drinking the stuff that is killing C.Monster……
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Do you know how great I’m feeling now? My pain is on about 3 to 5 on the pain scale 1-10 !!! I can walk little faster. Life is great !!!
It wasn’t easy to figure out what I can and what I can’t eat – because of my food allergies, anti gout diet restrictions, trying to starve the cancer cells ( if any left ), keep my heart strong – and all this without losing any more weight. I’m 5’06″ – 130 lbs.
Rose Klix [ http://www.roseklix.com ] commented on my post “Wrong diagnosis” – ….The human body is made to heal itself, if given the right nutrition and cleansing help. AMEN !!! Thank you Rose! You are so very right!
Anyway, I can go on with some little pain – by keeping this very careful diet – without painkillers and Doctors – for some time…..
So I have some pain, I have to walk very slow, I get tired very ease – but hey – I’m over 50 years old!!! !!!
And I’m very thankful that I’m how I’m. Because some people got it worse…??? – And they are surviving…
Maybe sometimes to survive we have to develop mentality that of Chihuahua – forget our shortcomings – and think and act as that we were bigger and stronger that we really are… And Monster will go away – no matter how scary he was… !!
Thank you for visiting! God Bless! oneanna65