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		<title>Cancer? What cancer?</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 08 May 2013 14:45:48 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>oneanna65</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[It has been a four months since my Gout problems started. Pain and discomfort. I&#8217;m trying to find the way to stop it. Doing lots of research&#8230; But Gout is a very elusive problem. It affects different people in different ways. And different diet and remedies work for different people. And it is hard to [&#8230;]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=cancerkillingrecipe.wordpress.com&#038;blog=33516040&#038;post=356&#038;subd=cancerkillingrecipe&#038;ref=&#038;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>It has been a four months since my Gout problems started. Pain and discomfort. I&#8217;m trying to find the way to stop it. Doing lots of research&#8230;<br />
But Gout is a very elusive problem. It affects different people in different ways. And different diet and remedies work for different people.<br />
And it is hard to figure out what to eat if you have a food allergies, Gout diet restrictions and you have to stay strong to keep a Cancer from coming back.</p>
<p>Here is a list of the foods and remedies what I&#8217;m eating lately: Alfalfa Sprouts, Almond Milk, Avocados, Bananas, Beet Root, Blueberries, Broccoli, Carrots, Celery, Chicken, Dark Chocolate, Coconut Oil, Cranberries, Cucumber, Dandelion, Egg Whites, Flax Meal, Garlic, Ginger, Grapes, Hawthorn Berries, Honey, Olive Oil, Papaya, Pasta, Pau D&#8217;Arco, Peanut Butter, Pears, Pineapple, Potato, Home Made Soups, Tea, Tofu, Turmerick, Watermelon, and Water &#8211; Lots of it!</p>
<p>Of course I don&#8217;t eat everything off it every day&#8230; <img src='http://s0.wp.com/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif' alt=':)' class='wp-smiley' />  . But my pain and discomfort continue for so many weeks.</p>
<p>But I think I finally found the right remedy in the local Health Store! GOUCH! It&#8217;s made by Redd Remedies (www.reddremedies.com). They say: promotes healthy Uric Acid levels, supports normal Kidney function, encourages a healthy inflammatory response.<br />
I&#8217;m gonna give it a try. It is my last hope. Otherwise I will have to go to the Doctor, and&#8230;  I don&#8217;t want  to talk about it&#8230;</p>
<p>I ask my Friend: &#8220;Can you die of Gout?&#8221;<br />
And She said: &#8220;I don&#8217;t think so. But you may wish you were dead&#8221;. <img src='http://s0.wp.com/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif' alt=':)' class='wp-smiley' />  . I like her raw sense of humor.</p>
<p>So now my cancer worries become my second priority&#8230;  First I have to win the Battle with Gout&#8230;</p>
<p>Thank you for your support.  God Bless you.<br />
                                               oneanna65</p>
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		<title>Missing chapter&#8230;</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 16 Apr 2013 19:18:25 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>oneanna65</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Have you ever read children&#8217;s book for grown-ups &#8220;The Little Prince&#8221; by Antoine De Saint-Exupery? It sold more than 200 million copies. One of the best selling books. I read it many times. I like it very much. But I always thought that the book is too short. 27 short chapters only. Almost like some [&#8230;]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=cancerkillingrecipe.wordpress.com&#038;blog=33516040&#038;post=353&#038;subd=cancerkillingrecipe&#038;ref=&#038;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Have you ever read children&#8217;s book for grown-ups &#8220;The Little Prince&#8221; by Antoine De Saint-Exupery? It sold more than 200 million copies. One of the best selling books. I read it many times. I like it very much. But I always thought that the book is too short. 27 short chapters only. Almost like some chapters were missing. And now one of my Angels keeps telling me that he found one of the missing chapters and he wants me to publish it. I don&#8217;t argue with Angels. So here it is:<br />
The Little Prince &#8211; Missing Chapter &#8211; &#8220;The Prince of Pain&#8221;.<br />
The next Planet was inhabited by the Prince of Pain. A very ugly human. The ugliest of the ugly.<br />
&#8220;What are you doing here?&#8221; asked Little Prince.<br />
No answer. The ugly human ignored the Little Prince.<br />
Little Prince thought: &#8220;Very ugly and ignorant&#8221;. <img src='http://s0.wp.com/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif' alt=':)' class='wp-smiley' />  !<br />
And he asked again: &#8220;Who are you?&#8221;<br />
Finally the ugly human raised his ugly head and said: &#8220;I&#8217;m the Prince of Pain&#8221;.<br />
&#8220;So what are you doing Prince of Pain?&#8221; &#8211; asked Little Prince.<br />
&#8220;I&#8217;m giving pain to humans and animals&#8221;.<br />
&#8220;Why are you doing this?&#8221; &#8211; demanded Little Prince.<br />
It gives me a pleasure when I watch them to suffer&#8221; &#8211; replay Prince of Pain.<br />
&#8220;So why are you here?&#8221; &#8211; ask Little Prince.<br />
&#8230;&#8221;Years ago I was living on Earth, but now they have too many Painkillers. <img src='http://s0.wp.com/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif' alt=':)' class='wp-smiley' />  ! So for my own safety I have to live here on this lousy planet, give pain with my pain-laser-gun and watch them suffer through my telescope. It is not good anymore&#8221;.<br />
&#8220;Oh Heavens!!! Thought the Little Prince looking up on the stars. Something have to be done about it. This ugly creature have to be stop&#8221;.<br />
And the Little Prince got the brilliant idea&#8230;..<br />
He said to Prince of Pain: &#8220;Look above, owe there, do you see this dark star? This is new Planet with many people and animals on it, and they don&#8217;t have any Painkillers yet&#8230;.&#8221;<br />
At that moment the Prince of Pain get-up from his seat, run to his spacecraft and took-off, heading straight for the dark star without even saying &#8220;thank you&#8221;&#8230; <img src='http://s0.wp.com/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif' alt=':)' class='wp-smiley' />  !<br />
&#8220;What an ungrateful man&#8221;&#8230; Said the Little Prince to himself.<br />
Of course, the dark star was a Black Hole. And the Little Prince was left with mixed feelings. First he felt very badly for telling a first lie in his life. But he was very happy that there would be no more Pain and Suffering on the Planet Earth&#8230;.. And he continued happily on his journey&#8230;..</p>
<p>P.S.<br />
If you like, if you think that there are more missing chapters of &#8220;The Little Prince&#8221;, then maybe you can find inspiration in the little book. Write next missing chapter. Let me know. We may collect many chapters and make a little book: &#8220;Missing Chapters&#8221;&#8230;..<br />
This is only a thought. One of my Angels idea. &#8220;You gotta have a dream&#8221; &#8211; he said.<br />
God Bless you All.              Oneanna65 <img src='http://s0.wp.com/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif' alt=':)' class='wp-smiley' />  !</p>
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		<title>My 66-th Birthday!</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 04 Apr 2013 00:33:09 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>oneanna65</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[It&#8217;s my Birthday again! Happy Birthday to me! A year ago I have published &#8220;My 65-th Birthday&#8221; post on April 6-th. But my Birthday is on April 4-th. It took me two days to post it. !!! My apology. So here is my Birthday again and I&#8217;m alive, happy and very proud of myself that [&#8230;]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=cancerkillingrecipe.wordpress.com&#038;blog=33516040&#038;post=351&#038;subd=cancerkillingrecipe&#038;ref=&#038;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>It&#8217;s my Birthday again! Happy Birthday to me!<br />
A year ago I have published &#8220;My 65-th Birthday&#8221; post on April 6-th. But my Birthday is on April 4-th. It took me two days to post it. <img src='http://s0.wp.com/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif' alt=':)' class='wp-smiley' />  !!! My apology.<br />
So here is my Birthday again and I&#8217;m alive, happy and very proud of myself that I have survived other 365 days, or 8.760 hours, or many, many minutes.<br />
I&#8217;m so very happy, that I want to dance all over the place, but I can&#8217;t, because of my aching joints. Oh well, some day soon I&#8217;m going to be pain free.<br />
My life is maybe not so very rosy right now, but hey, any day something great may happen to me.<br />
Only my Blog is doing very well. I&#8217;m able to keep inspiring many. Oh well, but that&#8217;s not me, my Angels. Thank you Angels!!!<br />
I was going to change my user name to oneanna66, but I decided not to. This way I&#8217;m going to be oneanna65 for as long as I live. And with a little touch of Dementia in the far future, no one will be able to convince me that I&#8217;m not 65 years old even 20 years from now. <img src='http://s0.wp.com/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif' alt=':)' class='wp-smiley' />  !!!!</p>
<p>I wish you all very happy Birthdays!!!  Every Birthday is a celebration of life. </p>
<p>       God Bless you all.</p>
<p>                                        Oneanna65!!! </p>
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		<title>It&#8217;s all about Perspective.</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 20 Mar 2013 19:54:05 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[So, what is Perspective? - A mental view or outlook. - The art of picturing objects or a scene in a such a way (by converging lines), as to show them as they appear to the eye with reference to relative distance or depth. - The effect of relative distance and position. - The relationship [&#8230;]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=cancerkillingrecipe.wordpress.com&#038;blog=33516040&#038;post=349&#038;subd=cancerkillingrecipe&#038;ref=&#038;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>So, what is Perspective?<br />
- A mental view or outlook.<br />
- The art of picturing objects or a scene in a such a way (by converging lines), as to show them as they appear to the eye with reference to relative distance or depth.<br />
- The effect of relative distance and position.<br />
- The relationship or proportion of the parts of a whole, regarded from a particular standpoint or point in time.<br />
- A specific point of view in understanding or judging things or events &#8211; one that shows them in their relations to one another.<br />
- A picture in perspective.<br />
- A distant view, vista.<br />
&#8230;&#8230;So now we know&#8230;&#8230;</p>
<p>What a coincidence. Here I&#8217;m working on this post for many, many days, and 3 days ago Peter &#8211; <a href="http://peterjaysperoni.wordpress.com" rel="nofollow">http://peterjaysperoni.wordpress.com</a> &#8211; commented on my post: &#8220;My 65-th Birthday&#8221;: [........] You are someone who isn&#8217;t fearful of your reality, but rather confident in your ability to change your perspective on the negative things life throws at you. [........]<br />
Peter, you are so very right! Thank you!!!!!!! You said it best. In one sentence.<br />
Even as a young child I discovered that every bad situation is only as bad as it is. And I noticed, that with passing time it all changes. Nothing last forever.<br />
One way to deal with a problem is to get in the middle of that unpleasant picture and deal with it head on. Investigate. Like about that Monster under your bed. Instead laying paralyzed by fear, you may find out, it is only a Cookie Monster <img src='http://s0.wp.com/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif' alt=':)' class='wp-smiley' />  !!!<br />
And the other way is to distance yourself from that picture. Monsters don&#8217;t look so very scary from the distance.<br />
You see, in the end it is all up to you, HOW you look on that picture.</p>
<p>God Bless you All!<br />
                                        oneanna65</p>
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		<title>One year of blogging!</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 05 Mar 2013 22:06:35 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>oneanna65</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[If I didn&#8217;t have the courage to start my Blog one year ago, now I would be probably one hopeless, lonely and very miserable old woman. So blogging saved my life. I can&#8217;t get sick or die, I have to keep blogging. Even on my darkest, lousiest day &#8211; after I read some of yours [&#8230;]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=cancerkillingrecipe.wordpress.com&#038;blog=33516040&#038;post=280&#038;subd=cancerkillingrecipe&#038;ref=&#038;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>If I didn&#8217;t have the courage to start my Blog one year ago, now I would be probably one hopeless, lonely and very miserable old woman. So blogging saved my life. I can&#8217;t get sick or die, I have to keep blogging.<br />
Even on my darkest, lousiest day &#8211; after I read some of yours comments, I&#8217;m feeling like a &#8220;million bucks&#8221;.<br />
It all started a year ago with anticancer soup recipe and some healthy foods suggestions. I was hoping for few visitors and few &#8220;thank you&#8217;s&#8221; for the info. And now I&#8217;m writing about all this strange stuff: Angels, Poems and my overly complicated life.<br />
You just don&#8217;t know where blogging will take you&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;<br />
And this what is so great about blogging: I post what I post &#8211; and you don&#8217;t judge me by my looks, the clothes I&#8217;m wearing, my accent or my other shortcomings. You just read the page and you &#8220;like&#8221; it or leave it.<br />
My friend told me once: &#8220;Hey, Anna, this handsome guy ( waldotomosky &#8211; Hi Wally!) he follows your Blog, every page. He really likes you.&#8221; And I told her: &#8220;He just probably likes red flowers&#8221;. <img src='http://s0.wp.com/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif' alt=':)' class='wp-smiley' />  !!!</p>
<p>Thank you for your support.<br />
God Bless you all.<br />
I&#8217;m going for one more Year of blogging. One Year at a time&#8230;  Me and my Angels&#8230;</p>
<p>             Oneanna65</p>
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		<title>My life now.</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 20 Feb 2013 01:55:41 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[&#8230;Not a poem&#8230; yet&#8230; &#8230; I found a job. After 3 months of countless rejections &#8211; I got it! Finally I have decided that my best option for now is to be &#8220;live in companion for elderly&#8221;. And I offer to work for very low salary hoping that I don&#8217;t have to work all day [&#8230;]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=cancerkillingrecipe.wordpress.com&#038;blog=33516040&#038;post=254&#038;subd=cancerkillingrecipe&#038;ref=&#038;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>&#8230;Not a poem&#8230; yet&#8230; <img src='http://s0.wp.com/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif' alt=':)' class='wp-smiley' />  &#8230;<br />
I found a job. After 3 months of countless rejections &#8211; I got it!<br />
Finally I have decided that my best option for now is to be &#8220;live in companion for elderly&#8221;. And I offer to work for very low salary hoping that I don&#8217;t have to work all day very hard, and hoping that those elderly are going to be nice&#8230;??? Oh, well&#8230;&#8230;<br />
So I&#8217;m living now with two very old sisters &#8211; with dementia!!! It is very hard, because they don&#8217;t even understand why I&#8217;m here. Oh, well, if things don&#8217;t work out, I will go somewhere else.<br />
And I&#8217;m amazed that my health is mostly okay. They say: Stress will kill you. But somehow I&#8217;m still alive. Will to live is the best medicine. If you have the reason to go on, you just won&#8217;t dye. I have got two reasons: I have to keep blogging and finish my book.</p>
<p>Well, one more curveball for me. Three weeks ago I developed a new health problem: Gout! I think it&#8217;s all because of to much stress and wrong diet. God, how I&#8217;m going to handle this all. So now on top of everything else I have to deal with pain. My hands and legs. And because my liver is not okay I have to be careful with painkillers.<br />
Getting up in the morning is the biggest challenge. My Angels are helping. Thanks God, so I don&#8217;t have to ask the old ladies for help&#8230; <img src='http://s0.wp.com/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif' alt=':)' class='wp-smiley' />  &#8230;</p>
<p>I&#8217;m going to be okay.<br />
Special diet. Cinnamon with Raw Honey. Coconut Oil. Cranberry Juice. &#8211; For gout.<br />
Kava-Kava for stress.<br />
White Willow Bark capsules for pain.<br />
And I&#8217;m waiting for one more miracle&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;</p>
<p>Thank you all for reading. You are my inspiration. God Bless.<br />
                      oneanna65 </p>
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		<title>If I cry.</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 04 Feb 2013 01:54:29 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[If I cry I don&#8217;t cry for myself but for that little girl abandoned by her father she can not understand how could he If I cry I don&#8217;t cry for myself but for that young girl abandoned by her lover she can not understand how could he If I cry I don&#8217;t cry for [&#8230;]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=cancerkillingrecipe.wordpress.com&#038;blog=33516040&#038;post=250&#038;subd=cancerkillingrecipe&#038;ref=&#038;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>If I cry<br />
I don&#8217;t cry for myself<br />
but for that little girl<br />
abandoned by her father<br />
she can not understand<br />
how could he</p>
<p>If I cry<br />
I don&#8217;t cry for myself<br />
but for that young girl<br />
abandoned by her lover<br />
she can not understand<br />
how could he</p>
<p>If I cry<br />
I don&#8217;t cry for myself<br />
but for that young woman<br />
abandoned by her husband<br />
she can not understand<br />
how could he</p>
<p>If I cry<br />
I don&#8217;t cry for myself<br />
but for that old woman<br />
abandoned by her son<br />
she can not understand<br />
how could he</p>
<p>This is 3-rd, &#8220;crying &#8221; poem by my 3-rd Angel. What he is trying to tell in this poem, that only in God we can trust. God never abandoned anyone.<br />
And this poem makes me cry.<br />
My Dear 3-rd Angel, this Blog is supposed to be &#8220;inspirational Blog&#8221;, not make some people sad or crying&#8230;.<br />
So here I go, I google: &#8220;Is crying healthy for you?&#8221; And I got some answers:<br />
&#8230;&#8221;crying can help relieve tensions&#8221;&#8230;<br />
&#8230;&#8221;crying is a way of cleaning your deepest emotions&#8221;&#8230;<br />
&#8230;&#8221;tears contain stress hormones, so crying helps relieve stress&#8221;&#8230;<br />
&#8230;&#8221;crying is human&#8221;&#8230;<br />
&#8230;&#8221;even Giants cry sometimes&#8221;&#8230;<br />
&#8230;&#8221;crying can heal psychologically, physiologically and spiritually&#8221;&#8230;<br />
&#8230;&#8221;and I think, that if I can cry now and than, I will never get Dry Eye Syndrome. <img src='http://s0.wp.com/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif' alt=':)' class='wp-smiley' />  !!!</p>
<p>Thank you for visiting. God Bless.<br />
              Oneanna65</p>
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		<title>One more poem</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 18 Jan 2013 22:05:58 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[&#8220;Come with me&#8221; You hold my hand and come with me You can&#8217;t stay here that side of hill the rain will come the mud will slide we go up there where You are save so here we are and now You see from top of hill the sun is bright so now You go [&#8230;]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=cancerkillingrecipe.wordpress.com&#038;blog=33516040&#038;post=248&#038;subd=cancerkillingrecipe&#038;ref=&#038;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>&#8220;Come with me&#8221;</p>
<p>You hold my hand<br />
and come with me<br />
You can&#8217;t stay here<br />
that side of hill<br />
the rain will come<br />
the mud will slide<br />
we go up there<br />
where You are save</p>
<p>so here we are<br />
and now You see<br />
from top of hill<br />
the sun is bright<br />
so now You go<br />
the path is clear<br />
and down the hill<br />
the easy way</p>
<p>and I go back<br />
where I come from<br />
to save a man<br />
from danger zone<br />
do I be save?<br />
I have my wings<br />
which You don&#8217;t see<br />
but I can use<br />
     when<br />
          mud<br />
              will<br />
                   slide</p>
<p>      Sorry, my other Angel got a poem. They are competing now. I have to post it, because he will not leave me alone. And I suspect, there is one more coming in near future &#8211; from my 3-rd Angel.<br />
      Thank you for visiting and understanding. God Bless.<br />
                                                   Oneanna65</p>
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		<title>My Heart</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 17 Jan 2013 04:54:42 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[My heart shattered so many times on so many pieces it was impossible to find them so instead waisting time trying to find and put it back in one I go on and now there are so many pieces of my heart blown by the wind all over the world I don&#8217;t mind I have [&#8230;]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=cancerkillingrecipe.wordpress.com&#038;blog=33516040&#038;post=245&#038;subd=cancerkillingrecipe&#038;ref=&#038;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>My heart<br />
shattered<br />
so many times<br />
on so many pieces<br />
it was impossible<br />
to find them<br />
so instead<br />
waisting time<br />
trying to find<br />
and put it back<br />
in one<br />
I go on<br />
and now<br />
there are<br />
so many pieces<br />
of my heart<br />
blown by the wind<br />
all over the world<br />
I don&#8217;t mind<br />
I have<br />
one little piece<br />
of my heart<br />
left for myself</p>
<p>          by oneanna65</p>
<p>   P.S. You know, I&#8217;m not a Poet. My Angels are back. And one of them made me write this&#8230;&#8230;. <img src='http://s0.wp.com/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif' alt=':)' class='wp-smiley' />  &#8230;&#8230;..</p>
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		<title>New Year !!!</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 08 Jan 2013 02:07:48 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Why we are saying:&#8221;Happy New Year&#8221;? I will like to say:&#8221;Happy Me, Happy You, and Happy Everybody Else In this New &#8211; 2013 &#8211; Year!!!!!!!!&#8221; Because I don&#8217;t care if the Year is going to be Happy. . But I wish that You, Me and Everybody Else is Happy. You know, there are many people [&#8230;]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=cancerkillingrecipe.wordpress.com&#038;blog=33516040&#038;post=235&#038;subd=cancerkillingrecipe&#038;ref=&#038;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Why we are saying:&#8221;Happy New Year&#8221;? I will like to say:&#8221;Happy Me, Happy You, and Happy Everybody Else In this New &#8211; 2013 &#8211; Year!!!!!!!!&#8221; Because I don&#8217;t care if the Year is going to be Happy. <img src='http://s0.wp.com/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif' alt=':)' class='wp-smiley' />  . But I wish that You, Me and Everybody Else is Happy.<br />
You know, there are many people around the World, who have most of IT &#8211; what one needs to be happy. But they don&#8217;t see IT. They need help. Someone have to prove to them, that they don&#8217;t have any reason to be Not Happy.<br />
I decided, simply, to be Happy with what I have, and without what I don&#8217;t have.<br />
First of all I&#8217;m Happy ( DITTO ) that I&#8217;m alive and almost healthy.<br />
So simply, every morning, after I count my Blessings, I&#8217;m ready to face WHATEVER is going to try to make me Unhappy&#8230;&#8230;<br />
And I&#8217;m doing OK &#8211; staying with Christian Family for few weeks &#8211; have a room and good food &#8211; but can&#8217;t find the job yet&#8230;..<br />
So I let my Angels to go on vacation for two weeks. Or maybe they can find someone who is in bigger trouble than I, so they can help&#8230;&#8230; They are coming back on January 15.</p>
<p>Thank you All for all the Blessings and Support.<br />
          You All make me very Happy.           Oneanna65</p>
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