My life now.
…Not a poem… yet… …
I found a job. After 3 months of countless rejections – I got it!
Finally I have decided that my best option for now is to be “live in companion for elderly”. And I offer to work for very low salary hoping that I don’t have to work all day very hard, and hoping that those elderly are going to be nice…??? Oh, well……
So I’m living now with two very old sisters – with dementia!!! It is very hard, because they don’t even understand why I’m here. Oh, well, if things don’t work out, I will go somewhere else.
And I’m amazed that my health is mostly okay. They say: Stress will kill you. But somehow I’m still alive. Will to live is the best medicine. If you have the reason to go on, you just won’t dye. I have got two reasons: I have to keep blogging and finish my book.
Well, one more curveball for me. Three weeks ago I developed a new health problem: Gout! I think it’s all because of to much stress and wrong diet. God, how I’m going to handle this all. So now on top of everything else I have to deal with pain. My hands and legs. And because my liver is not okay I have to be careful with painkillers.
Getting up in the morning is the biggest challenge. My Angels are helping. Thanks God, so I don’t have to ask the old ladies for help… …
I’m going to be okay.
Special diet. Cinnamon with Raw Honey. Coconut Oil. Cranberry Juice. – For gout.
Kava-Kava for stress.
White Willow Bark capsules for pain.
And I’m waiting for one more miracle………
Thank you all for reading. You are my inspiration. God Bless.