Happy Holidays to All!

You know, my life right now is like that of a Sailor, who is trying to navigate a canoe in the deep waters in search for some dry land….
Am I OK? Yes. As much as I can be OK under the circumstances.
And my health? – No major problems or symptoms. And trying to keep my anticancer diet to my best knowledge and possibilities. And one Aspirin a day for my heart. So far it works.
I have to go on. Find a job and small, quiet place so I can work on my book. I have never abandoned the idea. I have to write this book so you will know who I am and why I am the way I am.
I don’t complain about my misfortunes. I am just frustrated that is taking me so long to reorganize my life.
And now I have to find new place. I can’t stay here any longer, because I could not find the job. So I have to go somewhere else….. I have many options, but nothing sure yet. So I’m not sure where I’m going to be the Day After Christmas. I’m only sure that wherever I go, my Angels will follow.
The Bible says: “There is a time and season for all things under the heavens. A time to be born, to die, to plant, to pluck….” So instead ask God to change my seasons, I’m asking Him to give me the strength and wisdom to survive this all. I never argue with God. He knows best. And I believe that if will want me to have all the good stuff in this life, I would have it. And even now – IF I COULD ONLY CHANGE – my life would be much easier. But I just want to be me……
And I’m very happy that this Year is almost over. What a Year!!! I’m glad I have survived it…
And i hear my three Angels singing:”Felix sit annus novus!” (latin again!). So: Happy New Year to All!!!!!! From my Angels.

I hope I be back soon…. Oneanna65

92 thoughts on “Happy Holidays to All!”

  4. I was thinking about you yesterday! it’s good to get a report.
    do you have a passport?!!!!! i can teach you how to live on a very modest budget here! you’d have access to a huge variety of fruits and vegetables…
    hey, there are even shaman who could give you a tune up!
    there’s no charge when they treat queens!
    z

  12. The way you face your challenges Anna is inspirational, and may the passing of the Winter Solstice bring more light and warmth into your life in due course. Stay positive, and very best wishes for the coming year 🙂 x

  19. Sounds like Uranus on your Sun, a version of Mr.Toad’s wild ride. That transit is always unsettled energy and a movement into new areas. It will lead to growth. I will visualize a new home for you…evidently you’re in many peoples’ prayers…mine, too, XOX Jenae

  26. God be with you on your new journey. He will be with you every step of the way! We will all be waiting for your return! 😉 Merry Christmas and blessings through the New Year! Patty

  32. I can relate to what you mean by not knowing where you are going the day after Christmas (except my last day at present accommodation is 31 December. After this? Don’t know. But I know the Lord has looked after me so well these past two years that I can only gasp. So New Years day is certainly going to be a new year. May the greatness of who Yahweh is reveal himself to you through his great and generous provision. And may the play where you need to stay be provided suddenly. Much love.

  34. I hope one of your options will be viable and you will find a job soon! Writing a book is a fantastic idea! I’m sure that you will have the possibility to work on it and we, too, to read it! I think your personality and experiences will result in a fabulous book! Till then, keep on hoping, searching, trusting and dreaming!

  43. Thank you for liking my newest post, “What do you seek?” After reading this post of yours, I hope mine was encouraging to you. You are inspiring and encouraging to others, and that means you sometimes need encouraging, too.

    I know God has you in his hands and will carry you through this, so I’m praying for your comfort and peace.

  44. God has you in His hands and you are right where you are supposed to be. Continue to worship Him and He will carry you through this time. Keep your focus on the savior and not the other things. Smile and praise our Lord in ALL things! Love you….your sister in Christ!

  50. I hope you have a happy new year!… But I also wanted to say that I just saw a story about how Canada is really in desperate search of American workers. Personally, I doubt I could stand the cold, but if you think you can, you might want to check out via computer up there! You’re in my prayers… Is there a special type of job you are looking for, if so, let me know and I’ll keep my ears open for you! 😀 Have a Blessed Day!

  52. Of course, you’ll be back in the year to come! It’s an important matter of convincing yourself?!
    Seeing that the alternative is utterly unacceptable! Right?
    And when you believe you can, it’s nearly no limits to what your body may acchieve!

  55. You have a powerful blog here, Anna. Keep it up and God be with you in your efforts. We are 80 and 70 years’ old respectively and neither in the best of health, though not trying to fight cancer as you are. Please keep us updated on your book. Thanks for liking our continuing blogging of a children’s chapter book entitled “Jake, Little Jimmy and Big Louie.” We’d love any feedback you could offer. Hope you had a Merry Christmas and we send best wishes for the New Year. Ian and Gayle Moore-Morrans

  66. God’s Love and Peace be with you as you go through this trouble. I pray that God puts the resources in your way that you will need to access, the people too that have the skills to help you when and where you need it. God Bless.

  67. Thanks for stopping by Writer in the Garret. I’m sending prayers and hugs, hoping your
    new year will be a good one. Cheers.

  68. Hope by now you are were you will be or at least know where you will be. Hope you will be back blogging soon. Keeping you in prayer. Hugs

  72. I see that you are an avid reader of blogs. Thank you for visiting my blog, and this post made me tear up. Since you liked my post today, you must be at least okay enough to work on your computer. Good luck on finding somewhere to go!

  73. I would like to add my thanks too for dropping by and following my blog. What a journey you have been on! 2013 is going to be your year and we will all be here to support, read and hear you. Love Sasha xox

  76. Thank you for reading my blog and I do hope that 2013 turns out to be a good year for you and that you continue to enjoy life so much. I appreciate so much that health is impacted by attitude and yours is one to admire!

  78. I know the challenge of having to move on to put money into living. I’m in the process of bending down to pick up my own spork at the crossroads these days. You are a terrific writer, so the book project is definitely worthy attention. Thank you for commenting on my spork-related blog. You may have made 2013 and many more years for me. You are an Angel. I wish you the very best.

    Flyg lugnt,
    Jen

  81. hi Anna, Happy New Year!Thanks for dropping by and visiting my blog.
    Hope you are full of strength now at the beginning of 2013. Will pray for your good health.
    Take care of yourself and waiting to read your posts.
    Octavian

  87. Your spirit and life come through so vividly in your words. I believe our life is a constant reorganization. If absolutely everythign was where it should be, what’s the point of getting out of bed? I am inspired by your words and fight I can feel through your post. Thank you for visiting my blog and I will continue to follow and read. Amazing!

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